I was Lost but Now I
am Found: Choosing Where to Study
by Assistant Professor of Opera, Bernard McDonald
This post is autobiographical. The reason I am sharing it is
because I want you to know that the greatest thing about being a music
professor at Simpson College is the daily joy I experience in teaching,
guiding, and being a mentor to talented and committed young musicians in ways
that I did not experience as an undergraduate.
I am agog at the many opportunities Simpson music students
have. I want you to know this so you realize that being a music student here is
different – in many ways it is equal to and often much better than pursuing an
undergraduate degree at a major conservatory or university. I hope it will
encourage you to commit even more highly to your own future success while you
are here.
When I was leaving high school and for most of my
undergraduate years, I had no idea what I was going to do in music. I had
studied piano and violin from a young age, and was fortunate to attend the
junior school of the Royal Scottish Academy of Music and Drama (RSAMD, now the
Royal Conservatoire of Scotland). I
played organ and conducted the choir in my local church, I played violin in
orchestra, I had started to conduct shows for my local community theatre group;
I had even played piano concertos with orchestra. I was certainly destined for
a career in music but no-one ever took me aside and said, “Look, if you do x now, you could be doing y five years hence.”
As a first generation musician, I had to make my own way,
and a lot of mistakes, before discovering a path that would only later become obvious.
Looking at my teenage self, it is obvious that I had the nascent skills of a
répétiteur, vocal coach, chorus master, and conductor of opera – but I had no
idea I could have a career doing those things and what steps to take then to
make it happen. Had I auditioned at Simpson in 1990, I know that Robert Larsen,
Maria Di Palma, and others would have sat me down and explained the kinds of
options available to someone with my particular skills and varied interests.
Trying to be sensible, I went to the University of Edinburgh
for its traditional, academic music degree. It was a mistake. I transferred to
the University of Glasgow. Apart from the friends I made, also a mistake. Now,
there’s nothing wrong with either institution, in fact they are two of the
great, ancient universities of Europe, but performing opportunities were not
equal to what I had experienced before.
I was like a square peg in a round hole. I transferred
again: to the RSAMD, where I cobbled together enough credits between outside
gigs to graduate in two years with a degree in piano performance. I gradually discovered
what kind of career I could pursue.
After graduation, I took a year out – something that I would
recommend to many of you – during which I traveled, studied Italian in Italy,
practiced, gave recitals, took German classes, read a lot, partied a lot, and conducted
the Yeoman of the Guard! It was then that I started to make decisions
that felt right, about which I had no doubt.
First, I went to the Guildhall School of Music and Drama in
London. My years of piano practice, language study, and the experience of
conducting and playing for singers earned me a scholarship for its répétiteur
course. For a year I worked with great coaches, language coaches, played scenes
programs, played rehearsals, played voice lessons, and was a chorus master for
two productions. I had the bug, and it lead me to the United States and the
University of Cincinnati College-Conservatory of Music (CCM).
Two years of practical training and study at CCM lead me to
an apprenticeship at the San Francisco Opera, which lead me to the New York
City Opera. Finally, I had started to make a living doing what I loved to do
and was learning from the terrific singers, coaches, conductors, directors, and
artistic administrators who were now my colleagues.
Now, learning is life-long. So, much later, I made peace with
the University of Glasgow (and myself) by graduating from there with a degree
in musicology. I also studied conducting
at Indiana University.
Why am I telling you this? My world tour of music schools
was a source of baffled amusement to my friends, concern to my parents, and in
the end, mostly a fabulously circuitous cumulative experience. But when I say
the Simpson undergraduate music experience is second to none, I feel qualified
to say so. I have attended six internationally respected institutions that
offer a bachelor’s degree in music. I have taught, guest conducted, and coached
at a few more. From my point of view, Simpson is the best.
In my next post I will enumerate how and why. If you are a
current, or prospective student or parent, and need to know in the interim, email
me and I’ll be happy to share.




